Because obviously I'm not any of your options anymore.
You know what? That's fine. It's perfectly fine. I don't care anymore.
Of course I'll say that, right? Y-Yeah. I'm always so negative anyways, aren't I? Whatever.
I'm tired of being your little doll. I'm sick and tired of being lied to, too. Oh?
You said you were busy? Really?? But you have time to watch make up videos, post crap on facebook, and tell all of your little stories to your "waifu."
I thought you were my best friend. I thought you could trust me.
Oh, that's right. You never really talked to me anyway. About anything that goes on in your life, but I told you everything about mine.
Oh no. No. It's fine. It's not like I put my whole heart into trying to be one of the best things in your life. It's not like I actually cared. I never do, right? You don't, so why should I? Am I the bad one here? What makes you think that you can just keep apologizing for the same thing you keep doing over and over again and expect to just keep ripping me apart? It hurts. So much, but you don't even notice. And here I though... we were best friends. I guess I am just too gullible. I try. I try to enjoy life, I really do. Most of the time, though, I just wish I were some place else. Alone.
I just want to be done with your crap. I wish you could pay more attention to me. I wish you cared like you used to.
But... you're leaving me so alone.
You probably don't mean it, but... it hurts. It hurts so much.
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It's just whatever. I'll get over it.